Can you fill us in rrn your early career; how you came as a stock player with the dice? Focus on it and use it as motivation to make and act on perfect. In the event you do everything yourself you'll fail.
When my parents were young a million dollars was the definition of wealth. Today their home will at least that but these are far from rich. They much better than off than many others who own valuable property. There are pensioners trying to survive on a pension who own property now worth a million, or good deal. Try telling them they are rich. They